You seem to want me just to watch me fall

For kun en kort tid siden var egentlig nesten alt sånn som jeg ønsket å ha det og jeg hadde det veldig bra! Det varte vel kanskje et par uker.. Nå er det slutt på det.
Den siste uka har vært jævlig vanskelig for å si det mildt! Jeg har havna i et hull jeg ikke kommer meg opp fra, det er altfor mye som har havna over meg. Jeg har altfor mange kvelder nå hatt tårer i øynene og ønsket meg langt langt vekk!

Hadde det ikke vært for de fantastiske menneskene som står ved siden av meg og dytter meg framover, tørker tårene, lytter og gir svar, vet jeg ikke hva jeg hadde gjort!
Dere er ufattelig verdifulle og jeg er kjempe glad i dere! Tusen takk Trond, Aslaug - verdens beste venn, og Lene. Men den som kanskje har hjulpet meg mest av alt de dagene her er René, Tusen tusen takk! Du har vært en enorm støtte og fått fram smilet mitt igjen!


Og ja René, du hadde helt rett, jeg liker den sangen!

I'm so cold and far away from home
You're so tired and so damn alone
It's darker and much harder to be me
So far away from my reality

I hate the way you look, I'm looking back
I hate the way I look, you're looking too
I think maybe I'm just falling, falling, falling

And you kiss me like you know inside of me
Let me lead you, let me follow
And you watch me fight my own insanity
Let me lead you, let me follow
And I feel like I'm a villain Jesus
Said would never ever leave us
And I'm stronger now than I ever was before

You think I never could have seen it all
You seem to want me just to watch me fall
Your fingers and your lips are beautiful
Your fingers and your lips are killing me

I hate the way you look, I'm looking back
I hate the way I look, you're looking too
I think maybe I'm just falling, falling, falling

And you kiss me like you know inside of me
Let me lead you, let me follow
And you watch me fight my own insanity
Let me lead you, let me follow
And I feel like I'm a villain Jesus
Said would never ever leave us
And I'm stronger now than I ever was before
Then I was before

I'm stronger than I've ever been
I'm stronger than before
But you kiss me like you know it all
You know it all, you know it all, you know it all, you know it all
You know it all, you know it all, you know it all
Know it all, you know it all, you know it all, you know it all
you know, oh you know it all, you know it all

And you kiss me like you know inside of me
And you watch me fight my own insanity
And I feel like I'm a villain Jesus
Said would never ever leave us
And I feel like I'm a villain Jesus
Said would never ever leave us
And I'm stronger now than I ever was before
And I'm stronger now than I ever was before
And I'm stronger now than I ever was before
Was before
Was before
Was before